白羊少女

form 5 jor!~
wah... time past v fast thn i imagine it is..
i still remember when i was young..
i keep imagine when i grow up wat would i b..
wat look i have?
have a long hair... wif big eyes... tall... nice.. charming.. n a farry tales princess that i love bside my side..
i keep asking my parents..
mummy..daddy!!.. if future no ppl love me how wor???...
will i pretty as u mum?
will i b as smart as u daddy??..
my parents just laugh at me..
they say u stay at home also got ppl come ur house say I LOVE U..
i say really?? will he kiss me?? er.. kiss will pregnant???!!!==
im so 单纯~><"
now when i think back those thing.. i feel i am happy to b young..
no pressure.. no worryness..
always asking n imagine future will b lik farry tales story..
but..
thing not lik the things i think bout..
i feel pressure when i in form 5 now..
worry bout future.. work.. education..
i feel headache..
keep thinking if i failed ... how?
think bout if i choose wrong future road.. how?
many many many!!!!!=(
izit i think too much bout it?
its just boom out!~
im a 冲动,开朗,心软,容易被人欺骗和利用的女孩~
always let ppl bluff.. once n once..
=(
especially boys..
so now making me feel that i cant trust a boy easily..
im not the princess that i imagine i wish to b..
i just lik a cinderella that lose her shoe n it was never been found ~
everything change...
spoil..
dissapointed...
this call 社会的残酷~现实~!
just hope my dreams do come true..
=)
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