H3art!

he make his desision edi..
n i repect his desision..
the time when he say he will wait me..
i got abit怀疑~
不是怀疑他..
而是怀疑我自己~
我只是个普通的女生
他说要等我等一年..
我那时真的很难相信他说的话..
我知道他不是那种只会说不会做的男人~
但我缺乏自信!T.T
一年?
一年啊..不是一个月,一天...
一年会发生很多事情..
他真的会这样等吗?
我没有包握~
但如果一年后真的是这样像他所说的那样~
那就是我们的缘分=D
但他比我大很多
其实我一点都不介意~
我很喜欢~
我也不想他因为我而失去更好的对象~
i dunno la..
=(

i just kno that the first day he automatically talk to me wif his friendly n kind hearted..
i feel that he is a v easy person..
he care everyone around him..
stand bside him also will feel v warm..
><"
he have a mature thinking..
hahaa..
but he always say he v young wor..
will young thn me boh??XD
kekee..

can kno him edi v happy jor le la

ZT

寻爱~

yesterday night...
i dunno wat am i doing...
i never so straight to boys b4...
but yesterday.. i dunno wat happend to me.. i said something to him..
i dunno im drunk or wat? i just kno that ..that time i totally v clear wat am i doing...
i tot that i just simply said that i JUST PRETEND TILL U FIND TIO A REAL ONE
but dunno is his serious.. making me serious?
or i totally duno that i edi fall in him?
the feeling i din hav v long ago..
i just kno that when he start serious talking that to me..
my tears... just keep droping down..
i control n say i cant cry..
but it just drop..
i cant find the reason y i cry...
太激动???
i dunno...
or mayb i really do need him.. but just i din realise it??
i really blur..=(
that time i went to bed
my tears just keep dropping down.. nearly one hour..
i think clearly just kno that i mayb do love him..
he is the second person let me hav unreasonrable to cry..
n i think tio my other "k" bro..
he is the first one i fall in love wif..
but i never say it out..
bcs i kno that we wont have happy ending.. mayb happy starting also wont ..
bcs he small me one age..
i just kno that everytime i saw him or b wif him.. i feel v comfortable..
v warm...
this secrete i kept it till now.. i love him almost 3 years time..
but i din told him..
he mayb lik me b4.. but i din ask him..
he mayb kno i love him too..
just we din say it out.. mayb he n i hav the same thinking..
say it out also din have happy ending..
so prefer kept in heart..
i din regret i choose thos desision 4 din telling him that i love him..
bcs i lik the feeling ... the distance we have.. is unlimited..
he take me as his sis..
i take him as my bro..
i wont scare i will hurt him.. or wat..
i just kno that he will always right there 4 me..
mayb now.. other him..will b the same..
i wont feel unhappy bcs of cant b togehter wif him..
bcs he is not same country wif me..
yea.. we cant last that long..
i just only hope that he will come find me one day.. that all i hope 4..
bcs i mayb get use to it..
or mayb i just pretend to get use to it..
is good too ..
brother sister have no worries.... better thn relationship..
i just wan a simply relationship.. wif the one i love..
but i not dare to say out if i love a person..
i just will keep in heart.. help him the best i can..
yea.. just stop here..
i just wan b lik last time ...
can happy talking wif u..=D
that all..XD

by ZT

wonderful X"mas

i have a wonderful amazing christmas wif my Pink Family..

they just lik my second family..

kekee

my friend set a topic as LADY in the silent night party..

i so headache bout this topic bcs i always let ppl say that i look just lik a GINA..==

so... i think n think..

hmm..

i wear my new year dress.. new year shoe..

opps!~

new year i have no new dress jorT.T

but i still v happy..

when i reach my friend house..

they all get shock bout my out fit..

^.^

n i happy 4 it that they lik it..

bcs i was worrying that they don lik it..

bcs i think almost 1 week.. to think wat i gonna wear..

hehee..

they say wow.. mature jor..

^.^

i feel happy that i succes to bcome a lady one night..

wakakak!~

we wait our friend to finish working..

b4 that.. i n my friend go walk walk.. (shopping)

=D

my leg so pain.. bcs i wear high heel..

not v high also..=P

hahaha...

after that... we all gather together.. to go out waiting 4 christmas COUNT DOWN..wootS!~~~

when we go out.. i just hear many HON sound..

POON..!!!!

POONN!!!!!!

POON~~~~!!!!!

=="

me n my pink famiy have a lot of fun.. keep laughing.. n keep joking...

hahaha..

spoil image only..><"

we kepo c ppl tio cath by police.. thn we run!~

hahaha..

so fun geh...

this is my first time celebrate X"mas..

the christmas end..

but the person i wait still din't come meet me..

i wait whole day.. just wanna to meet him..

i stand under the MAO MAO rain..

waiting n wait..!~

but he din come.. my friend just told me.. lets go eat..

that time i feel v down..

bcs i tot i can meet him..

but no..

just feel dissapointed..T.T

after that i walk to MCD...

eat.. my friend treat me eat.. bcs they kno im moody...

but i just keep smiling.. i don wish my friend unhappy bcs of me..

my friend told me that i am a STRONG girl..

but actually i just act to b...

hmm.. but have my friend bside me.. i edi v HAPPY..

muacks~ thanks guys!~LENG LUI!~

I LOVE U ALL..

christmas special

christmas soon..
i kno that many ppl r waiting the day to come..
me too..^.^
actually i not really kno much bout christmas..
i just wan to have fun...
exchange present..
all that stuff..
its v exciting..^.^
i cant wait ..
hmm.. i first year going count down wif my friend..
cant wait ...
really..
i hope that everyone will have a wonderful merry christmas..=D
i hope u lik this song

silent night*Remix(ply by myself)
hope u all have a memoriable christmas party..=P

爱,脆弱,坚强

the first day i kno him...
i felt lik is a YUAN FEN that brough us knowing each other...
i felt surprice...
when his eyes looking at me... weather is far or near.. i can c myself inside his eyes..
it feel v warm.. n nice..XD
we been through together..
we broke up ...
that time i was v down down down..
dunno wat can i do...without him..
i just kno that i love him v much.. even though he hurt me..
love a person is no reason..
if u love a person is bcs of PRETTY,HANSOM OR WAT....
this is just a outlooking love..
u cant use this to make urself really love a person..
love a person is through ur heart...
to kno another person heart...
this just call love..
n i kno wat he thinking..
he lie to me..
i take it as real..
mayb i think he wan me tot that he is the nice guy i kno..
n i just do wat he wan..
i don wan to get through his real faces..
even though i edi kno is a LIE...
its hurt..
but he can maintain a nice guy in my heart...
i bluff myself..
i hate myself..
y i so stupid?...
mayb in his heart.. i am NOTHING...
he mayb have a person he love..

SOMETIMES WHEN WE WAN SOMETHING..
WHEN WE HAVE IT.. WE WONT APPRICIATE IT...;
SOMETIMES WHEN WE WAN SOMETHING..
WE DO NOT HAVE IT... WE WILL APPRICIATE IT MORE..
WE WILL TRY TO GET IT..
EVEN HOW HARD..
DON FEEL FUNNY WHEN I SAY IT..
ITS TRUE.. IF U THINK CLEARLY..

a story to prove n its a real story..

a boy love a girl v much..
he chase n chase...
use his all power to chase the girl..
n the end.. he sucess!~
he stil care 4 the girl he love..
but sooner.. n sooner..
times pass by..
he tired ..
the girl v nice to the boy..
but he felt bored to the girl..
n just break wif the girl..
no matter that girl how beg to get him back..
he din think.. n just regect..
after that..
he fall in love with other girl..
he chase n chase..
n he sucess..!~
but unluckily the other girl plyed him..
they walk together just a v short moment...
he beg her to b back wif him..
but the another girl just regect as last time wat he did to the another girl..
he felt that he cant din have her...
he mayb tot that that another is the most he love among his other X's
but if he think clearly.. mayb he love the girl he love at the first time thn the girl that plyed him..
bcs just lik wat i had say..
ppl just will more appriciate it .. when the thing they wan they cant have it..
REMEMBER...DON CONFUSE URSELF...IN ARELATIONSHIP...

i been hurt many times.. n i felt hopeless to relationship..
diff kind of boy.. i met b4..
mostly all the same..
but him to me mayb same wif others.. but to me .. is SPECIAL..
mayb he wont gib himself a chance .. n to me ...
mayb he will gib us a chance to b together back..
i think so much 4 now..
i just kno that.. rather thn him.. others get lost!~
i hardly to trust a person right now..
so i just can tend to b strong..
bcs i have a hurting heart...
its too ill 4 me to have a new relationship right now...

=zing=

undang

omg~omg~ omg~
undang exam soon..><"
nervous..
hmm..
relax!
relax!!
relax!!!
is nothing impossible..
b calm..~
X.x
i can d!XD
just read read read.. don some exe..
sure can pass..
goodluck to me...XD
blek!~
namo!~namo!~

just who i am

hmm..

finally.. i have bcome single..

hard to trust..but yea..

im single now..

get use to have aprtner always bside my side.. almost can say in my life..

suddenly bcome a lonely girl..

got some how cant get use to it..

=X

but will try..

most of ppl wish to kno y i have choosen to break up..

just bcs i wanna to b back myself..

i don wish that i can sacrifice my love again...

i wan to love the person i love..

even though i will get hurt or wat..

i don wan to hide from it anymore..

just wish to b back who i really am..

even is hard to b back wif the person i love..

just let it b natural..

if can.. it will b mine.. if wont.. it wont b mine.. n i just will hold my heart tight n say good bye..

i just wan a serious relationship wif who i really love..

n i will try to get wat i wan..

its hard..

but i will try..

good luck to me..

n friends.. i miss u all..=)

-zing-