爱,脆弱,坚强

the first day i kno him...
i felt lik is a YUAN FEN that brough us knowing each other...
i felt surprice...
when his eyes looking at me... weather is far or near.. i can c myself inside his eyes..
it feel v warm.. n nice..XD
we been through together..
we broke up ...
that time i was v down down down..
dunno wat can i do...without him..
i just kno that i love him v much.. even though he hurt me..
love a person is no reason..
if u love a person is bcs of PRETTY,HANSOM OR WAT....
this is just a outlooking love..
u cant use this to make urself really love a person..
love a person is through ur heart...
to kno another person heart...
this just call love..
n i kno wat he thinking..
he lie to me..
i take it as real..
mayb i think he wan me tot that he is the nice guy i kno..
n i just do wat he wan..
i don wan to get through his real faces..
even though i edi kno is a LIE...
its hurt..
but he can maintain a nice guy in my heart...
i bluff myself..
i hate myself..
y i so stupid?...
mayb in his heart.. i am NOTHING...
he mayb have a person he love..

SOMETIMES WHEN WE WAN SOMETHING..
WHEN WE HAVE IT.. WE WONT APPRICIATE IT...;
SOMETIMES WHEN WE WAN SOMETHING..
WE DO NOT HAVE IT... WE WILL APPRICIATE IT MORE..
WE WILL TRY TO GET IT..
EVEN HOW HARD..
DON FEEL FUNNY WHEN I SAY IT..
ITS TRUE.. IF U THINK CLEARLY..

a story to prove n its a real story..

a boy love a girl v much..
he chase n chase...
use his all power to chase the girl..
n the end.. he sucess!~
he stil care 4 the girl he love..
but sooner.. n sooner..
times pass by..
he tired ..
the girl v nice to the boy..
but he felt bored to the girl..
n just break wif the girl..
no matter that girl how beg to get him back..
he din think.. n just regect..
after that..
he fall in love with other girl..
he chase n chase..
n he sucess..!~
but unluckily the other girl plyed him..
they walk together just a v short moment...
he beg her to b back wif him..
but the another girl just regect as last time wat he did to the another girl..
he felt that he cant din have her...
he mayb tot that that another is the most he love among his other X's
but if he think clearly.. mayb he love the girl he love at the first time thn the girl that plyed him..
bcs just lik wat i had say..
ppl just will more appriciate it .. when the thing they wan they cant have it..
REMEMBER...DON CONFUSE URSELF...IN ARELATIONSHIP...

i been hurt many times.. n i felt hopeless to relationship..
diff kind of boy.. i met b4..
mostly all the same..
but him to me mayb same wif others.. but to me .. is SPECIAL..
mayb he wont gib himself a chance .. n to me ...
mayb he will gib us a chance to b together back..
i think so much 4 now..
i just kno that.. rather thn him.. others get lost!~
i hardly to trust a person right now..
so i just can tend to b strong..
bcs i have a hurting heart...
its too ill 4 me to have a new relationship right now...

=zing=